Better

there's no sense waiting in this state
i've realized too late
there's only so much left inside
only so much space to hide
i've dreamed of castles in the air
but i've found out where
i need a break or a vacation
before i give myself a scare

don't try to understand me
your logic won't command me
don't try to read between my mind

if i could kill you with a touch
i'd never hate this much
one thousand colors every day
but all i see is grey my history is plagarized
i feel desensitized
maybe one more shot of reason
will ripple this disguise

i told that man just what i thought of him
so i'm right where i am
tied to this bed subconciously restrained
and now i wish i hadn't said
what i said to both of my parents
because i made my mother cry
if they'd only wait
i'll make it up to them
because i can be a better man

i'm floating in a frozen sea
i'll watch the morning break
giving way to shades of brown
i see the colors all around
for once there's no one here but me
and my autumn reverie
and in my heart i know it's as close
as i'll ever be



Hell yeah, Russ!